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Thursday, December 19, 2013

Funny Things

It's funny how my hindsight's
Always 20/20
Never in the present do I see
The disasters about to be.

I have glasses;
I wear them every day.
But often they are fogged,
Or tinted with grey.

It's funny how people can act
Like nothing's ever happened
Despite the open wounds we have
Showing clear on our faces.

I have a script to follow;
I know every word.
But by whom was it written,
For whom do I put on this show?

It's funny how time can heal
All aches and pains
Like waves wash away footprints,
My memories are etched on sand.

I want to remember;
I want to stand fast here.
But I don't want to rage forever,
Be a victim of my own fear.

Thursday, December 5, 2013

O, Dear Memories


Do you remember when
We were younger and we
Swore that we were
Each other's walking diary?

When we knew each other 
Better than us ourselves
When all thoughts 
Always go first to you.

But now,
Where are we now?

Maybe it was me;
Foolish, insensitive,
I was no friend to you
In the very end.

Maybe it was you;
You grew up too fast
Faced the world (So cold and harsh)
Alone, without me.

Look at us,
Just you, no me.

We used to walk
The streets like soldiers
Strong and prepared:
We could take it all.

Who'd have thought that
All it took was just
A frosty breath of wind
To blow away our bonds?

Sisters, you said we were
Split apart before birth.

And all the memories
I have of us
They are locked up
In a vault so solid.

Because they hurt,
Did you know that?
My heart aches because
All we had is gone

Goodbye
I'll never say goodbye.